IIII- just can't stand it..
This wasn't intended to be a stylized drawing. I just wanted to paint it like everything else but lately i'm just so dissatisfied with my art style?? Like, it's beautiful and I love all the details especially on the face & hair but everything else is just meh.
I want to paint more abstractly, I love that kinda smudged look so much but faces are so difficult to paint like that, so I'm basically just swapping the parts I liked to draw most vs least rn I'm so done with myself
And maybe I should've taken a closer look at the ref because I completely neglected it when I drew the head/neck like wtf
I'd like to try out more stuff like this, maybe I could make it look good.. if I was actually consistent