nopurpose.
This one is.... different.
I had a detailed bg that I worked for hours on but yesterday evening I just ??
Had a spontaneous mental breakdown and that's how this was created
Maybe Ima upload some process video idk
I really wanna keep this style up tho? Maybe I can also make peaceful pieces like this?
Or maybe not who knows
Would be rly cool tho
empathy. hopelessness.
gluttony
The fish was initially not intended..? Like 80% of this whole thing?
But I guess?? It's better now?
I like the color contrast but I also really wanna go back to soft, smudged art instead of..paintsy texture..
Which I've been asking for...for so long....
I just can't be satisfied, gosh .-.
self-expression
(press Download to see details)
(or look at it as it is lol)
All my efforts into details are for naught with social media image compression wow
Anyways, I thought it was a good idea to draw in greyscale again because "Instead of having to flip a b&w filter on and off again all the time I can just DRAW in black and white, right? Makes things sO mUch eAsiER" pffhaha not
I spent hours on finding the right colors n stuff at the end, that was a fiesta
Also, meaning behind this:
Left side long haired, comfy style Jungkook before he cut his hair (still sad, don't touch me)
Right his short hair right now
Left side grayed out because it's in the past, vanishing, gone.
temporary.
After the first one I only wanted to do a few sketches to practice more than just headshots but,,
I apparently can NOT EVER leave things half done so I had to put effort in and it took me 9 hrs to kinda fill the page =-=
But this sketch gotta me one of my all time favorite pieces ever, idk why
Also learned a lot about drawing hair and layering it n stuff, was really fun
I just come here slightly to leave a comment to your wonderful creative skill!
I wish I could be as good as you are 
I'm just in love with this one at first sight 
Hope you could recover yourself! Don't forget to keep sharing those cute images with us
Display MoreI just come here slightly to leave a comment to your wonderful creative skill!
I wish I could be as good as you are
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Hope you could recover yourself! Don't forget to keep sharing those cute images with us
Those words mean so much to me, thank you! 
Anyone can be good at anything if we just practice hard enough tho 
Also I haven't fully recovered yet, sadly. I tried different medication according to different doctors' prescriptions and even though it's better I'm still far from normal.
With the medication I'm on right now, I'm supposed to be back to normal in less than 2 weeks time so hopefully around then I can start creating smth again
It actually makes me really really happy to hear that someone is excited about my art, thanks a whole lot again! 💜💜
i forgot I could update here
click on the images for high quality
also I'm sorry for the huge files, tumblr doesn't compress when I want to but does when I don't.
gotta love it.
sorted from oldest to newest, all made the last 7 days.
pretty dissatisfied with my art style, but I don't know what to do at this point
just plain ass tired of myself
whoop, next one
[ forever rain ]
Took only abt 1.5h and a wholly different route from what I intended when I merged the layers in black&white and couldn't go back lol
Still like the piece but not the art style
butterflies.
My voice rang in an endless echo and tears ran down my cheeks for the first time in my life.
Butterflies don't have white wings.
Except her.'
[butterfly]
This was the first drawing I finished after my eye infection started to heal again but I couldn't post until now since it was part of a collab.
There's a whole ass self written story going along with this but idk how many ppl really wanna read that soooo,,,
I can just put it in a spoiler
Even though I think I could've done a lot better with the drawing, it has a special place in my heart.
Just because of all the effort that I put into it and especially into the story.
And drawing Taehyung always feels like I'm healing my soul.
It's hard to describe that feeling but it's special.
It makes me enjoy art.
QuoteEven though I think I could've done a lot better with the drawing, it has a special place in my heart.
amazing work indeed
I'd say this last design is the one I actually like the most. I also liked the story and it gets more sense once you've read it all.
As always, thank you so much for sharing your lovely work with us!
Display MoreQuoteEven though I think I could've done a lot better with the drawing, it has a special place in my heart.
amazing work indeed
I'd say this last design is the one I actually like the most. I also liked the story and it gets more sense once you've read it all.
As always, thank you so much for sharing your lovely work with us!
Thank you so much!! ☺️
Yes I was trying really hard to write it the way you would need to read more to understand what is going on glad it didn't cause total confusion tho ahfnsh
Thank you for leaving that sweet feedback 💜
I need a reminder to update here lol
Taehyungie's birthday piece
my magic shop
(First n last piece have higher quality versions if u tap on em)
Both pieces have a deeper intention behind them and while the second one might be easier to grasp,
the first one is heavily inspired by the lyrics of his song 4 o'clock and how he is like the sunrise after a dark night for me.
No matter how bad it gets, he is always the hope that gets me up again.
magic shop is,,, about kinda letting go and truly feeling the music, feeling the lyrics and the emotions
and just the comfort that the magic shop, this place that exists yet doesn't, gives you
when everything around you is dark
whoop
last one has hq if u tap/click on it
here's my baby Taehyung again cuz idk I don't need a reason to draw him lol
Struggled a hella lot because I couldn't get his facial features right (=to look like him) but after A LOT of patience and experimenting and deviating from my reference I got it
Also..I kinda like complementary colors but... I still need to get the hang out of yellow and purple cuz wow..
I even went for an orange-ish tone but it still pierces through my eyes
Any suggestions? .-.
Anyways, now I'ma leave again cuz I need to finish my Shadow/7/whatever comeback piece tomorrow so see ya whenever I remember to upload it 
Luv
interlude shadow
Finished almost a week ago, have mixed feelings abt it but it took me so much time n effort so...?
Black Swan is on the way that song WRECKED ME
I'm crying while drawing plz
b l a c k s w a n
"a dancer dies twice - once when they stop dancing and this first death is more painful."
Martha Graham
even if the wild waves pass by
I'll never get dragged away again
inside, I saw myself
heartbeat racing in my ears bump bump bump
This song hurt and healed at the same time. I love it beyond what words can describe.
And this piece was really really fun to paint, don't remember the last time I was enjoying drawing smth literally from start to finish the whole time
Like usually there's a part that takes an unpleasantly long amount of time or that I just can't get right even after correcting and editing like 20 times but this one went pretty smooth.. really nice experience
Even though I've said it many times, I won't be tired of repeating myself over and over again: I really appreciate your contribution and your design skills!
I struggle myself to choose one of the designs you posted above but If I should pick one, second one would be mine!
Many thaaaanks Aquilaria
Even though I've said it many times, I won't be tired of repeating myself over and over again: I really appreciate your contribution and your design skills!
I struggle myself to choose one of the designs you posted above but If I should pick one, second one would be mine!
Many thaaaanks Aquilaria
u are?? the sweetest?? your kind words mean the world to me, this rly made my day rn ;;
thank you so so much!! 🥺🥺
jhope day
pretty rushed and experimental but ppl seem to like it so??
I wanted it to be a little softer but failed
Gonna experiment for a while, I wanna try a new "style" or rather concept and see how much I like it
